Thursday, February 13, 2014

Genius W-2 idea...

Well, since we are not quite all....financially stable, why can't there be state issued independent W-2s for like babysitting and labor jobs...maid jobs....gardening....?

I see no reason; the income rarely exceeds any other job with W-2's...

How about a more free kind of work force?

I think so many people would appreciate this for the future.

Its like a tax on taxes for those of us who don't make enough to be taxed....

Just an idea...

NSA Thing...

[no, the song lyrics in the previous blog were not written about this; they are words about a particular relationship with an online, sweet, chill webcam model....]

So, people are scared the government is "spying" on them...Dipshit Snowed-in is all over the news... motherfuckers think dude deserves some medal for misinforming people causing a "vague, haunting, mass appeal" of fear...in the words of INCUBUS. What a fucking SUCCUBUS kind of train of thought.

1. IF you are worried about some activities being monitored, Why are you worried?

2. Are you that uneducated about security and government?

3. Have you taken political science?

4. Why don't you see the government as the country's shifting parents that they are??
---Is it because of your grudge against your own parents and figures that scare you?

5. What is this "issue" covering up or important for?

In the first place, too many fucked up morons [as in chemically imbalanced, disabled, or brain damaged in a HARSH way of putting it] are messing up the global security that should be enriching our entire chains of civilization. Now. chains do wonders in snow, right? So, why the fuck do people think of them in the negative platonic dialectal dichotomized sense of mistrust and suppression?

IMO its...Because you people who fail to communicate and blatantly misunderstand, judge, and get scared of something called serenity...so they go the artificial wave maker route....

This goes to show how real the citizens criticizing perfectly alright governmental behavioral and scientifically induced methodical solutions are....which is pretty fuckin' fake.

Well, the world is neither extremist liberal, nor is it fake.

If Snowed-In gets a medal, I lose all respect for the Nobel Prize and consider Obama the last recipient.

some words...

Love the saying "sticks and stones [may] break [the] bones but words [should] never hurt me."

And in contrast, had this leftover demo from c l o c k's revision sessions thats really nice and mellow...

and i like the words I have so far...so, check them out:

lets liquefy and drink some more wine
we're living in a beauty mark, baby
hundreds and faces keep on changing
but your liver is a beauty mark, baby

and i won't remember it
or anything at all...

cardboard and blue shut eyelids
you're living in a beautiful maybe
rubbing alcohol stressed attentions...
yeah, your liver is a beauty mark, baby

that I won't remember at all
or anything thats involved...

squirrels and kids fall down like acorns
its all security in three moments and times erasing
high middle low frequencies
that I won't remember at all...
its just simplicity....

Song is called A2D Security...

peace.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

witnessing death, new room, job interviews...

Apparently a kidnapping happened right down the hill... I think dude is going to try and duck out til' around midnight - less traffic, and headed to Castro Valley/Crow Canyon Road and 5 Canyons Parkway area...or some remote area. Might be wrong, but there are mad amounts of both choppers and officers patrolling...which is kinda cool to see. I, myself, did some immediate area [around me, not the suspected spots] sort of patrolling after the helicopters announced the model/licence of the vehicle.  Didn't see any red infinity suvs...

and, someone reads this blog based on the view count, so...

My godfather/Uncle passed away last month... we had been taking care of him.  Its so strange how something like liver cirrhosis can take all sorts of deteriorating directions and tolls on a body. He was diagnosed with this weird cancer that males, unusually 64 years old, get and died three or four days later. I kept wondering if he had just lost his will to live when I would check up on him the last few weeks... He had been taking these really strong pain medications and had severe drug abuse problems in his past so I thought his body might be reacting to the pain killers...but it was both the cancer and the withdrawal that made him so out of it.  We had some great talks the past few months though and I learned a lot of family history and sort of shadier things that happened to him, personally.  I've seen people die before, but this one was a unique sort of death in that he had been in so much pain and trying to hide it...that it almost produced a natural kind of smile and relaxed sort of "finally out of this suffering" kind of expression after his last breath. Gonna miss Uncle Denny. He was a big influence and helped me learn certain aspects...the darker ones...of society before most people are exposed to them.  We had a memorial at the house and way more people showed up than originally expected so its nice to have sent off a nice farewell to a great person.

Since he passed, I moved down to his old "man cave"/den/room... And quite frankly, it is really perfect soundwise, and spacewise. My aunt and mom made the suggestion initially but then a bunch of other family members were like "well, are you gonna move down there now?" So, nearly a month later, I'm almost settled in down in this new space...

Stuck to my New Year's idea to cut down immensely on drinking based on the amt. of alcohol I was drinking around then...and I still don't see how people can't just stop drinking... Its all about willpower, focus, and activities...

Then, applied for some jobs... Funny story. Was called by a company for a phone interview and she asked about my commercial diving experience... For some reason, she thought I was a commercial DRIVER...and in reality, there was no typo-it said DIVER.  So, I explained, "yeah...lotta heavy lifting, air tanks, and boat repairs..blah blah blah..." she was juiced; went to the face2face interview... Different woman of course... "So, I see here you did some commercial DRIVING for Guam Oceaneers?" No, commercial DIVING. ... anyways, here's the punchline: The job was for a Commercial Driving position... I would be delivering water...hope they call back if they can't find someone who already has a commercial "driving" licence...

Would be good to get one of those anyways-opens the doors to jobs, so I'm gonna be studying the CCDL Class B book for a bit.

Got a new guitar too. Lucked out. 12-string Epiphone Acoustic from the early 80s. Yard sale. $50. What a buy. She sounds so perfectly resonant and has great sustain. Also been doing other projects...and playing this keyboard/piano with weighted keys...for that lush piano sound right? Ha. Hooked up my space flanger and delay pedal to it and have been getting compliments about the sounds from my aunt whenever I play. Re-Wrote that Big Fishy song on the piano...sounds cool.

Last night, I finally sat down and figured out some Franz Liszt piano parts by ear... After I'd put the pieces together for the most part, I could feel this soreness in my hands that I've never felt. Not even from blogging...jeez... Anyways, Rachmaninoff is next... at some point.

Finally worked on some paintings too...coming along...

And besides all that, have rarely been able to do much steady recording or anything since my other computers still aren't setup down here. Hopefully next month...if a job comes along though, its definitely the priority. Pretty much waiting on a post-interview letter/call this week...so I can't get into much production work in the music dept. til later this month...been reworking a bunch of songs though and they sound good.

Finally:

IT IS A WONDERFUL FEELING TO FINALLY GET JOB INTERVIEWS AGAIN AFTER NEARLY A DECADE.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Interesting Idea for a "ride..."

Already blogged about some new creative "rides"...the plane crash simulation...

Here's another one to remedy an appalling fear of death / dislike of funerals...

I'm not so much a spectator when it comes to activities as spectating gets rather exclusive and boring... so...

The Coffin Ride

Yup, its a one person ride...and it simulates being taken in a hearse and buried...

Hydraullic pumps on the bottom will achieve the vibratory sensations that make this an educational and almost adrenaline inducing experience...

Imagine it: You know how your body will feel when you die...

Next idea..the Cremation... just kidding.